To the wife, sort of.

I was asked about a girl several times over the weekend. All i could really say was that we don't really talk anymore. She finally got rid of that pain in the ass hopeless fool that was in love with her and i got rid of the heaviness in my heart. But things have never been this simple and it wasn't like my feelings just disappeared. So i got to thinking and truth is there is someone who finally helped me push those never ending feelings out of my body, who gave me some kind of hope that not all women i like or love are fucking crazy or have no regard for others' feelings but their own. And this girl is vera. She has brought this peace to my life with just her friendship, with her presence. Everything about vera is light. There is no bullshit, there is no shit, just a genuine girl with great intentions. Vera and i are just friends and in these past few months that we've been hanging out i have in a modified what i am looking for in girls. I am no longer looking for crazy, which is what i usually love, i want real, i want simple. Simple doesn't have to be boring, simple can be lovely and lovely is what i want. So thank you, vera, for the peace you have brought to my life. And for somehow lifting the heaviness of my heart.