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she straddled me and held on to my legs as i laid flat in my bed. "you're using me", she said. "i'm using you? if anything, you're using me and that's fine, you can use me as you please." she spread her knees back and rested her head on my chest. i ran my fingers through her silky black hair and smelled the wonders it came from it. "this is the last time we do this" she said. i always wanted to believe her, but this wasn't the first time she said this and the last time wasn't ever the last time. however, this time it sounded a little different. i still didn't believe her... or maybe this time i just didn't want to.