i wish the title of this could be the drums and the harmonizing at the end of jenny lewis' "born secular".

i can't shake this feeling from my mind that something is up. i don't know, perhaps, as i said previously, it's just the melatonin i just took. but i feel the reason for my lack of slumber is because there is something up. i always feel that when i get a strange pinch on my side it's because something is hurting you, like if i was your personal voodoo doll, just not purposely. but i feel like there's something up and i don't know if there is and i can't do shit about it. i will never get over this.
to me, this has no end.

good night.