today i fought the strongest urge to text you
it took everything in me not to
i whistled and laughed for no reason
i bit the inside of my cheeks
i pinched the insides of my thighs
i fucked the one girl i said i wouldn't fuck again
all to keep my hands still
i've been meaning to call you
i've been meaning to call you and beg you to come back to me
i had to fight an urge to text you
i nearly failed
day one.
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