people are dishonest, i have no problem with that; being that i have my share of lies and cheating on my list. however, before we were lovers, we were friends and friends don't omit important facts of their lives, especially when such change affects mine. i'm not upset that you have a boyfriend, you were in a relationship when we started talking. i'm upset that you haven't told me. that it's been weeks and not once have you even hinted that you are in a relationship, that he's come to visit you, that you've fucked him. i'm upset that three weeks ago you and i made out in your car and you were already with him. i immediately noticed a change in you some time ago but i thought you had just lost interest, eventhough you assured me that you liked me. eventhough you told me that you were crushing on me and that i made you feel some type of way. i'm upset that you haven't had the decency to let me know that my come ons are no longer welcome. it hurts my ego, yes, but not as much as it makes me feel stupid. what you and i had has ended and i just hope that you don't start flirting with me again, i will not react, i will not give in, and you and i won't kiss again. i'll see you at work. just at work.

how did i know you weren't gonna text me today?

i'm glad you didn't.