Pictures of you.

Unfortunately for you, unfortunately for me, and unfortunately for everyone, i just found about 20 old pictures of you. Pictures you sent me back in 2010 when you and i still spoke to eachother. This is something that won't go away; not for me, anyway. And you can ignore me all you want and you girlfriend can keep you on check, making sure you're ignoring me but the truth is you only have to ignore me because she knows that what we had was stronger than what you feel for her now. She knows that the bond we had is waterproof and still floats steadily above water. and sooner or later, that grip she has on you will start to slip. Until then, all i can do is write. And think and write some more. And tell you for the millionth time that i miss you. That i miss you more than i've ever missed anyone in my life. And that i hope one day, we can be friends again.

The cure feels much too deeply tonight.