heartbreak and pony tails.

i'm not sad, sad isn't the correct word. i just feel like i was robbed. and i know it sounds stupid but this is how i feel. i feel like you and i were carved out of the same stone and i think you feel or felt that way, too. and sometimes i just feel like you and i aren't over. even if us never even began. but i feel robbed. i see your pictures and you were supposed to be mine. and i was supposed to be yours. we were supposed to whisper morrissey lyrics to eachother before bed time every night. and you were supposed to sing the cure to me every morning. it's not fair. and i don't care what fair means to anyone, this wasn't fair to me. and i can't help that it's been six years and i'm still moping around, aching for your attention. i had never felt that way. i have never felt this way. i can't make shit stop, even when i try. and now i'm all kinds of emotional and i'm not sure if it's because i saw the cure or what but i miss you and i fucking hate you.